This was direct to my heart&soul.
Yes, i am afraid of my friend to go in dark places and i also didn’t wanted to be the “push” button for him to go there.
But i see this js an irrational fear now…and this worry was way too heavy for me now to carry it on
I started setting boundaries, which comes with a lot of anxiety as this is not my way of normally doing, but it is good for me.

I haven’t expected these many answers…i am reading this blog for years now and now i can see why it is so special.

Thank you!!!!