And I also feel offended when you wrote “for people like me”, strange way to address someone who is already feeling down.

Sorry – my typing was not very good. here it is again..
I am finding it very difficult to live peacefully. I am in recovery from alcoholism after completing 4 months in rehab. I have lost a few good friends along the way but am ever so grateful to have my wonderful husband and 2 young sons back. I am still battling with anxiety and at times, depression. I have been back home for nearly 2 months and am starting to feel stuck. my motivation is quite low. my husband and I are not working and I am finding that really hard. worrying about money all the time, I am obsessed with it! i dream abou tmy best friend all the time, she doesn’t speak to me anymore and I don’t know why…. except for the obvious. I am really struggling with hurt and pain from relationships with my family, my sisters and parents. Please help me I don’t want to fallback into the dark hole of addiction. thank you, Michelle