Vhanon, thank you for the great advice! sometimes I just need to understand what “love” is. I just keep having this issue of the the missing link. I feel incomplete, I feel empty. I am still trying to figure out why… maybe self esteem, lack of self love, not being able to enjoy the NOW. It hurts. I feel like I am dragging myself around. I just hope this year will work for me, I have things to look forward to, and I am excited to do a complete change of lifestyle, I need to snap out of it and find “me” before i find someone else. I really want to be happy with who I am and what I have, I feel I have been struggling for so many years… I want to wake up in the morning and have all this things to do for me, to take care of my life – I want to let go of what it was or what it might have been, I want to stop worrying about other people and what they think of me. I really want to wake up and for once say I feel free.