I know its silly, but I kind of miss him, and I cant help but think whether he missed me or not. is it really desperate when I say I want him to contact me again somehow? I know I should forget all about him because of his dishonestly and lack of morals, but its hard for me to control my emotions when it comes to men, well, boy in this case. I felt like I was special to him. and now I just feel stupid for believing all his fake words. please advice me.