Just to clarify as well, I still love him so much and he is like family to me, as well as a best friend. I would do anything for him and truly love him as he is. This made matters worse as I was obsessing whether or not I just confused in love with infatuation, and wondering whetherei’ve thrown out real love ?

Hi Anita,

I know, I’ve been doing CBT and I really tried to not give into those thoughts and for a while I didn’t and felt great, but it quickly came back and then the depression took over without me having any kind of anxiety about it.

I’m so mentally exhausted and I’m dying for my relationship to work and to feel like how I felt before so badly :'(