Joe, are you sure she didn’t feel the same for you? I thought my soulmate thought I was a bad person too because as much as I wanted to deny it I was in love with him. I am in love with him and he told me the same. The distance is the most hurtful that’s when I feel the pain and sadness hurts the most. I still think there is so much left to say, but you are not alone in what you feel. The energy beam, I still feel that pulling me closer to the soulmate. I can’t see myself with anyone else but him. Hang in there, you aren’t alone in what you are experiencing.

I am going through the same thing. I have been for awhile now. I thought I was going crazy and losing myself for sooooo long until I began reading all these posts. I left my husband and there isn’t a day that goes by that I regret that decision. I was unhappy for so long, but the soulmate that a whole other story….he makes me feel alive, whole, upbeat, amazing, beautiful, soooo many things that I thought I could never feel. I was dead set in being and staying with my husband until I just could not do it anymore. It wasn’t healthy, it wasn’t me, I was being fake, faking the smailes and laughter around family and friends. It has been so hard knowing that I could never be with this soulmate because he is married and experiencing all the pain and hurt I was. I separated myself from him today because I have to love myself more first. I know it was the hardest thing I could ever do but it was time. I cry or just wake up at night knowing what if I am never with this soulmate. I guess, I can accept that because I just want us both to be truely happy. I feel my true self with him. We have never judged one another but I know we are both hurting because we aren’t together. I have no idea what the future holds but this soulmate made me see that love is out there, happiness, laughter, desire, amazement, hope, dreams….I almost gave up on all that to just stay in my marriage. Thank you all for writing in this forum, it has truely helped me in many ways.