Hi S,
I struggled with this years ago I wasted about 2 years of my life thinking about this person I use to be in love with. The universe sent me the love of life after that, I thought this first love was it but he wasn’t and I would have never have loved my first love the way I love my husband now. Besides that because every story is different is finding the happiness with in yourself, you have to know that all you need to be happy and full filled is in you. Change your heart now and believe in the good news take advantage of everything you have now and do everything you want because you never know what the universe has waiting around the corner for you. I have noticed that as soon as I can take my focus off something that I want or have been worrying about something amazing will happen. That seems to be the hard part for me thought getting my mind off of it but you must! Do all you can to enjoy your moments with the faith that something amazing is about to happen.
Love is so powerful because it is God, but trust me it means much more to love yourself first and to make life as meaningful as you can. I would suggest doing something that you have never done that you have always wanted, take this time in your life to really get to know yourself.
All things are for your good, you are loved !
I hope that helped this my first post:)
Thank so much,
Shana