Thank you Cheri, you have told me how it is!
Wow! I’m sorry to hear you were in a relationship with your ‘playboy’ for such a length of time!
I forgot to mention he is from New Caledonia and has a sweet french accent! Lol! I think the accent somehow made him seem more sincere in a way.
I have cried lots today to help myself get over him, and after reading your letter, I can feel myself getting the strength to do so. I think I needed to hear an opinion from a total stranger, and I thank you for your honesty and advice.