Thanks for everything. I actually did hear back from him that day and the following day but after that he stopped all contact. Guess that’s that. 🙂

I’m definitely in a lot better mindset, thank you very much for your wise words- I’ll take this as a learning experience and leave it at that. In ways I’m happy that my first time happened like this I suppose, It wasn’t so awkward or painful as I’ve heard from several of my other friends. I’ll just be a little more careful around men and make sure to not miss my train next time. First date sex is also something I definitely don’t want to have again though, at least not now as I’m searching for a relationship but that’s something that is good to know as well.

Thanks you! I did ask for advice on another platform and all I received were hateful words about how stupid and naive I was. It meant a lot to hear something different and more positive!