hello pocket rocket. i read the title on your post and i have to tell you that im going through the exact same thing. the man im going through this with is very angry, hes always been angry. everything is my fault according to him, and the level of verbal, emotional, mental, and starting of physical abuse is really taking its toll on me. i’ve been on this site for 2 days looking for comfort, answers, people such as yourself i can relate to, and a way out. what i know right now is this…i feel better when im not with him, im scared, sad and lonely but i feel better because he’s not there to make me feel bad. then i think about how much i love and miss him and it makes me run back to him. he says those things to me too, how much he loves me, how im his everything, and we end up in bed. then he gets angry again, tells me to f. off, calling me such bad names, also he chokes me which is so awful. he has no respect for me. and still i have hope to stay with him. isn’t that just the worst thing to want? I want to let go.

we were together for 6 years and have a daughter together.