Hello Michelle,
How are you? Do you know how hard it is to find people who are as honest as you are? You are very kind too.
Just have patience. Try to figure out your likes and dislikes. If you can’t, try different things. I used to be very shy, didn’t talk much and was very, very confused. But the more I got out in the world and connected, the more I learned about myself and I’m still learning!
Best of luck. I hope one day you’ll find the happiness you seek.
With warmth,
Rideeta