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February 16, 2019 at 2:24 am #280427ReinaParticipant
And how do you deal with it?
February 15, 2019 at 2:02 pm #280385ReinaParticipantThats true but my mother travels alot so we stay with him and even when we dont hes very much involved in our lives but why does that even matter
February 1, 2019 at 12:56 pm #278115ReinaParticipantI often feel sad that theyre no longer a part of my life even though i know its for the better
February 1, 2019 at 4:47 am #277993ReinaParticipantThank you so much, you are absolutely right
January 31, 2019 at 1:32 pm #277935ReinaParticipantI live with my mother and 2 sisters and thats all, i dont feel comfortable talking about my past or childhood right now. I want to make the present and future better.
December 17, 2018 at 8:04 am #269633ReinaParticipantYouâre right i mean i really should just drop this. I appreciate your feedback so much thank you.
December 17, 2018 at 8:03 am #269631ReinaParticipantYouâre right i guess we cant always have what we want and thats a lesson i needed to learn
December 17, 2018 at 7:19 am #269617ReinaParticipantHe actually asked to be friends after i had told him that i cant keep doing this and said my goodbyes he asked âwhat are you doing? We cant even be friends?â And thats why im confused.
December 16, 2018 at 8:03 pm #269553ReinaParticipantNot a relationship but just to stay friends and be on good terms, he even said himself he wants to say friends cause we click so well but then ghosted fof a reason i dont understand
December 16, 2018 at 9:36 am #269449ReinaParticipantAfter the breakup he said that he wanted to stay friends but then ghosted again and ignored me all the time. Then he tells me he loves me then he tells me he doesnât want anyone in his life and it was very confusing which made things worse for me and its been so hard forgetting him and letting go and accepting the fact that i will never talk to him again i cant even ask about him or how hes doing, i dont like to cut people off like that especially if i loved them so much..
December 16, 2018 at 9:32 am #269447ReinaParticipantIt could be my fault too but i cant think of anything that i did, i broke up with him because all of a sudden he became distant and then he went on vacation and became a total different person because he was smoking weed and I wasnât going to wait for something worse to happen so i broke things off and he didnt care at all he actually seemed happy and like i was holding him back from having fun. My explanation to this is that he didnt give himself enough time to get over his ex girlfriend which he was with for 5 years and that i was a rebound and maybe he wanted to experience what the single life is like and i was holding him back, even though he talked about marriage alot and gave me false hope he then said he was never ready for commitment and that I deserve someone better.
December 16, 2018 at 9:06 am #269443ReinaParticipantI guess its the fact that we are on bad terms and we tried to be friends and he couldnât do that either he just ghosted and so i feel like thats whatâs upsetting me. That we cant be in each others lives what so ever and i cant even ask how hes doing every once in a while. Im cool with all my ex friends and boyfriends i dont like to just cut people off and pretend i never knew them, but he does. So..
December 16, 2018 at 9:04 am #269441ReinaParticipantHe was never used to communicating and how I always sent him poems i wrote or told him how i feel and just faught for him that pushed him away further. And everytime he would do something that upsets me and i talk to him about it he thinks its arguing and he thinks im crazy. Hes never used to talking when something happens he just ignores everything and distances himself
December 15, 2018 at 1:53 pm #269381ReinaParticipantIts crazy how I relate to everything you have written, and ive read the replies to this post hoping that they would help me aswell, but i still feel hopeless and like this will hurt forever. But I think, for me, its been extremely hard to move on and open up myself to life again because my mind is yet cloudy and i need to figure out what the universe was trying to teache from that experience and once i find those answers and find clarity then i might be able to move on. As for now, i cant figure it out, everytime i try to think of what this might have taught me, i just think of him and us and everything that went wrong and i feel sad. But ive given up into it and im going to let myself feel all the sadness till i dont anymore. I dont know when this will stop hurting, i dont know how long it will take, its been 8 months and still hurts like it happened yesterday, but i know for sure that it wont be like this forever and i will learn to live and love again, and you will too.
December 15, 2018 at 1:45 pm #269379ReinaParticipantSeems*
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