Hello Anita. Thanks a lot for the reply.

Yes, we were on contact online and on WhatsApp (chatting App on cell phone). She says she is shy of speaking on phone and in person, even to her family and close friends, and is comfortable chatting via text messaging. Recently however we did talk on phone; she called after I was depressed due to a fight. I called her back later. Though I could tell she was quite happy with our talk, when I mentioned that I was glad that she felt comfortable on phone unlike usual, she replied, “It’s nothing like that, I had to talk since the call was costing you money.” This was after she suspected my feelings.

Yes, that friend who betrayed me knows her from the fan club too. In fact she let down my trust twice. I expressed my disappointment to that friend and am not in contact with her ever since.

I did not really have a temper as such during childhood, but around 2008 or so when an apparently drunk neighbour came to our house and spoke really rudely to me, my parents told me to keep quiet since he’s a dangerous person. In my temper I could not see the rationale of their words and later accused them really rudely about forcing me to be quiet. I’ve been facing disputes with them regarding my career from a few years and regarding that I did get quite angry and rude with them, which I regretted later.