Hello,

Consider a different angle.
The reason why you saw Jesus before it’s activation is because he came to warn you.
I’ve had a Kundalini psychosis since March of this year, I experienced pretty much the same things as you describe.
I can still feel it’s presence as it tries to put strain on my head, when I expose it for what it is – demonic possession.
I have never done drugs but I was listening to Krautrock at the time of activation.

I’ve had really strange visions that came true and absolutely awful burning sensation in my abdomen and tinnitus.
At its worst I was able to channel my thoughts to other people.
It completely changed me, I lost interest in things I liked and couldn’t focus at all.
I looked at the world almost as if it were a puzzle and people were just puppets (like The Matrix).
When I closed my eyes I saw burned snake eyes. Sometimes I saw the Eye of Horus.

I was guided by these ‘Angel’ numbers, that led to me to do weird occult New Age stuff.
I couldn’t use my common sense, because I couldn’t focus.
The occult stuff led me to freemasonry and masonic curses.
When I realized that it was a possession, the Kundalini tried to make me not focus on it.

Maybe your family is cursed, this is what I used to regain my consciousness. I felt the relief as I was renouncing the curses.
https://exposemasonic.blogspot.com/2011/04/breaking-curses-of-freemasonry.html

All you need is Jesus in your heart and a strong faith in God. You don’t need to be Catholic.
Through praying I was able to regain my consciousness and ground the electricity from my abdomen.
The mind field is a dangerous place and Christianity offers you a safe way to salvation.
Remember anything occult is bad. Believe me I witnessed it all.
I was pretty much an atheist before all of this. I also had anxiety and depression in my teens.

Hope you get healed.

Best Regards,

Rastan