Hey Kaitlyn, I think you just need to stop judjing yourself. Introspect a little what is troubling you more, is it how people around you percieve you or how you percieve yourself. Start loving yourself a little more dear , please don’t be so harsh and critical about yourself. We all go through such phases in our lives now and then. The key is to hold on and save self from getting lost in the mist of self doubt. Accept yourself as you are, the moment this acceptance comes you will see the fear fade away. If possible pray everyday or may be spend some time in silence with yourself, trust me it helps…God bless you!!!