Dear anita and Cat:

I wouldn’t like to intervene your posts as it seems it’s a conversation between you two. I read all your comments in three days. I would like to say it’s wonderful. I learnt a lot from both of you. Your conversation is inspiring for me because I have the same problem as you(BPD). The way you deal with BPD/changing moods gets me more motivated to keep on. “Even if life is’n perfect, it is still worthy”. I’m really glad that there are helpful, compassionate people like you somewhere else in this world.

P.S: I apologize if I bother you with  my poor English usage.But I’m not sorry if it’s not perfect. I am learning English as a second language. I also enjoyed the way you put your story into words.

Thanks

Ram