The more I look back I realise that he is very head strong so does what he wants to do, he is an other thinker and once he gets something in his head he goes with it.

i think he has had a number of relationships in the 8 years since his wife cheated on him, I’m not sure he has ever really dealt with this and therefore pushed away anything that meAns he may end up hurt again, I asked him to trust that I wasn’t like her, although he says he knows I’m not I don’t think he can truely trust or believe that.

i feel that he is resigned to the fact that this is his path in life and he has his issues that’s just the way it is. I know he can change things if he wants too but I also know that I can not force those changers on him they can only come from him, so I just have to wait and see what he thinks after he has reflected on our relationship.

in the meantime try and loook after me, I know he is a lovely guy, but like us all has a past, I’m not sure what the future looks like for us all

I did think things were going fast, but I was following his lead and really enjoying, I too was fond of his children, his daughter said I was the best girlfriend he had had!!

i think he did scare himself, I wish I hadn’t got swept up in it now and had slowed it down, maybe we would have lasted longer!!

yes I don’t think I’ve ever really loved a man, maybe came close a long time ago, but I felt this was very different  for me.