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  • June 10, 2014 at 10:33 am in reply to: The Silly Perfectionist – The Final Attempt of Always Trying to "Fix my Lif #58491
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    @Mj… and all you beautiful people…

    It feels like I have dreamt of this before for that 1 second fleeting moment..

    I acknowledge you for freedom! I am so happy for you!

    What I got is Reality and acceptance… that there will not be a “Fix It” Button… So obvious.. and hard to understand when “i’m inside the cycle:.. LOL

    im smiling as i think of it, after a day of crying n forcing myself to sleep in fears to awaken to anxiety to what i missed..

    thank you all. u have made so much difference,

    I will be part of the Tiny Buddha community like you all too!

    June 10, 2014 at 10:24 am in reply to: The Silly Perfectionist – The Final Attempt of Always Trying to "Fix my Lif #58490
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    @Matt,

    My Dear Anonymous active Tiny Buddha Friend,

    Thank you so much for your reply, it meant a lot to me! and i’m sure as well to many people who don’t express themselves.

    What i got from Sharon Salzburg, again, was an end to suffering, and it is present in our lives for us to find our joys and inner peace! That made my perspectives disappear~ with inner peace…

    We could have the most beautiful things in the world… only to be lonely & meaningless

    and I got to learn to be consistent!

    As for meditation… I got to overcome to be awake! LOL

    my brotherly love and energy to you, wherever, whoever, you may be~

    June 10, 2014 at 10:12 am in reply to: The Silly Perfectionist – The Final Attempt of Always Trying to "Fix my Lif #58485
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    @Jasmine

    The dilemna for so many years is… Can sheer will and determination do it?

    Or do i have some kind of chemical imbalance in my brain? or is it a matter of being in the present… acceptance.. and loving gratitude..?

    I have finally made the check with a Child Psychologist friend, and

    I intend to seek a professional assessment for my condition… OCD or an unrealistic perfection… or straits from childhood…

    with brotherly unconditional love to u~

    June 10, 2014 at 10:04 am in reply to: The Silly Perfectionist – The Final Attempt of Always Trying to "Fix my Lif #58481
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    WoW… u all actually read the long post…

    Thank you… It made a lot of difference for me! I procrastinated in my reply… cause I didn’t think i had the “right reply: LOL

    But itt feels even better than winning the lottery! hehe

    Thank you all for caring for a total stranger…

    May 20, 2014 at 4:05 am in reply to: The Silly Perfectionist in a Small Family Business #56631
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    Thank you for your kind words Matt

    May 9, 2014 at 6:54 am in reply to: The Silly Perfectionist in a Small Family Business #56051
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    and… The ‘Unreasonable’ New Possibility I am declaring for myself is,

    – Simply being present in the environment… On time.
    – Staying focused and mindful of my thoughts.
    – Letting it Be… (For now)
    – and starting all over from scratch to learn every single thing about the company again.

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