I’m getting a little too into this, thread was supposed to be a short lived thread. I need another break from everything.

Does not read them, so I end up deleting them and cease communication for a while.

Just means when I open up to her she never reads the text, instagram you get notifications. Normally I end up hitting “unsee” so it’s gone from both our chats. I normally do that if my vulnerable texts go unanswered.

Ok so I could not go see her anyway, I work 2 jobs and my supervisor is on 2 week holiday. So can’t go even if I wanted to.

Also she wanted me to come, she asked about my rest (days off obviously so I can see her), but got none. Told her I’ll try for Taiwan for a month, she was excited by all those !!!’s she dropped. Talked about real stuff, then she said she’s exploring new places and things, then said sometimes she feels lonely. I said it’s good to go to new places and told her to not feel lonely, I’m here if she needs to talk and travel with to Taiwan and here, as we have talked about it in the past. Nothing wrong with what I said. I guess I moved too fast according to her culture? She follows Taiwan culture.

Me too. Anyway it ended after the 4 hrs post, not been online since. Basically she’s like Ohhhhh yeahhhh!!! Come to Taiwan for a month!!!! And how she’s exploring new places and things but she feels lonely sometimes, which I said don’t feel lonely, I’m here if you want to talk with or travel with to Taiwan/here.

She’s still in Montreal, we been texting for a good 4 hours about ourselves and was being direct. Said she gets lonely, let her know she can talk to me and about traveling together when I see her and when she comes back here.

I figured it was just going to be just text based, she was talking about visiting other places and we were just “friends”, plus no money and no passport and how lazy I am. Plus why would she wanna see me again? If you want fun times then sure.

Only pushed her away because she’s leaving and I doubted at the time we would see eachother.

I said that I liked her more then I should considering we will be a million miles apart. Waited 30 hrs and deleted it as it did not say “read” but notifications pop up.