Hi Anita,
Thanks for the message. On a whole I don’t find porn interesting, it just doesn’t resonate with me. I’d much rather be intimate with my partner and it also makes me feel insecure? I’ve tried jouenaling and shaow work but I can’t get passed it. He’s open minded about everything, always. He was secretive at first but then I tried to talk through it etc and now the wound is closed but I still don’t understand why it makes me feel so damn uncomfortable and insecure. I really just wanted to know if others felt the same way about it. It’s the only hurdle that keeps coming back to knock me.