We share the same name and the same feeling of missing something. Just feels like life is simply a bunch of activities that don’t really add up to anything.
I have been feeling better as of late. I started a new project, one that I have been thinking about for a long time, and have become somewhat involved in it. Perhaps you have something that has been lurking in the back of your mind that you want to do; volunteer, meet new people, create something? For me it was building a website, for you it may be building a birdhouse, I don’t know. The important thing, in my view, is to try something new. If you like it, keep doing it. If not, try something else.