The advice of “listen to your body” doesn’t always workout so great. Sometimes my body just tells me to run to mcdonalds and get a large coke. That doesn’t help with wanting to be healthy and losing weight.

I have always had a perfect skinny body, but due to my psychosis, I must now take pills, and these pills cause me to overeat. Now I’m a slightly chubby 19 year old and I hate it. I have never been to this weight and the extra pounds don’t feel and look right on me. It’s hard to accept my body, but it is as it is, so I have. I’m joining the I’m excited to join the YMCA tomorrow and plan to go there almost daily.

I like that new car commercial with the three fat mouses that work out and get totally transformed, with Lady gaga’s song in the backround. I will go crazy on cardio and do some weight lifting. Hopefully in no time I will regress, and surpass my old sexy body