I feel the same way now to.
I hate me to.
These mood swings come and go for few days and go away then few months later I will get it again.
Oh well cheers.
Sad to say that I dont like my brother’s new wife my sister in law.
She hasnt even been in the family for over 1.5 years and already created some drama.
I think she brain washes my brother because things are not the same anymore.
So sweet but inside she is so insecure and judgemental.
I love God and the bible but this woman is really religious that she even creates rules and doesn’t care if it hurts family memebers like my fiance and i live together we already have a date for the wedding and booked vendors (yay) lol. but she and my OWN brother will not visit because we are not married. GET OFF YOUR FK HIGH HORSE! And other stuff to. How her and my brother pressued me to take a “family” photo in their lame wedding with the person who abused me when i was a child. Yes of course they still talk to the monster like nothing is wrong but if i say anything ? i am a selfish brat…figures so i dont have relationship with them 2 at all and i dont think i ever will be.
they are having a kid soon so….am i that evil to say i dont care about that either? I wish i did care but i just dont..to many painful stories…cant wait to get the fk out of here after the wedding on my honey with my lovely soon to be husband and just leave phones here while vacationing no one ANNOYING us
sorry this topic made me think about my sister in law. >=(
I understand how you feel. That is good that you graduated!
But this is YOUR life, do not live your life just to please others. I have learned that..still hard but little by little i just dont care how others think about me.