Im starting to see that ive been fighting the inevitable.. i just feel so horrible knowing he lied to me the whole time we were together he lied to me. He still does when he sent that message saying he loves me more then anything and misses me. Now i have to start my whole life all over looking for a job , to moving on my own to figuring how to make myself happy other then being happy with him. And right now im so lost i dont know where to start. I was happy with him and him leaving that was a big chunck of my happiness gone.

I did tell him i will file for a divorce and send the paperwork to him .. he didnt even comment on that he just wrote if theres anything you need you can always ask me. I then went forth and told him i wont bother you anymore please dont text me anymore. N he said okay… sorry.. and i never text back. The thing is i cant believe this is happening… i asked him about divorce and he never comments on it ever . So i just stop trying to talk to him