Hi anita
The 15/10 18/10 is my pain level. The PTSD was a result of being assaulted about a yeat ago it has left me with damage to my spine. As for the childhood trauma I wwas abused fror just over 10 years by a family member and also a friend of my parents. I was told not to talk about. I turned to the impirtant adults in my life for help, my parents teachers and priest, but I did not get help. In fact it was discussed that I go overseas to live with a newly married older sister who naturally said no when asked.
I hope rhat helps with some clarity.