Thanks for the reply and I’m sorry you are also going through this. I have family but it would be the same as if I didn’t, I have distanced myself from the majority of them, as most of them are just negative, toxic people and I and I decided it wasn’t healthy to be around them.
The only thing I really liked doing was running. I have tried to get back into it but like you said I just don’t have the desire or energy to do anything.