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  • October 11, 2018 at 8:22 am in reply to: All my relationships have been toxic #230349
    Amma
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    Thank you for your response, you gave me some great ideas.  I am taking a class this fall.  It keeps me busy and helps me focus on positive things.

    October 11, 2018 at 8:18 am in reply to: All my relationships have been toxic #230343
    Amma
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    Write me back if you want.  I replied to your post, but I replied to the wrong person.

    If you read my last post, it was my reply to you.

    Sorry

    October 11, 2018 at 8:14 am in reply to: All my relationships have been toxic #230341
    Amma
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    Hi,

     

    Thank you for responding to my post. I had to change my cell phone number yesterday, somehow he always finds out my number.  I’ve had to change it 20x and I’m not exaggerating.

    Yes, like yourself I feel empty, I’m a bottomless pit.  I have tried to fill it, but haven’t yet.  Everything thing I’ve tried is self destructive, things I thought I would never do, of course I did all of them.

    I’m always bored, I’ve lost many friends because they don’t want to hear/be involved with my dramas, people tell me that I love drama and they are right.

    I divorced my emotionally and physically ex-husband in 2014.  It’s 2018!

    Hope to hear from you soon

     

     

     

     

     

    October 9, 2018 at 4:25 pm in reply to: All my relationships have been toxic #230055
    Amma
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    Hi,

    You just described me!   I am also lonely and empty.  A bottomless pit that can only be filled with self destructive behavior.  I enjoyed your post.  I would love to talk to you again.

    Right now I am on my way to class, Abnormal Psychology.  I’m the poster child.  Let’s write to each other later.  If I am unable to respond tonight, I will definitely talk with you tomorrow.

    AmmA

    October 8, 2018 at 2:50 pm in reply to: All my relationships have been toxic #229839
    Amma
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    Hi Anita,

    Thank you so much for understanding BPD.  Right now, I am feeling sorry for myself today.  My father passed away in 2016, I always wish that God, I’m Catholic, which doesn’t matter.

    Truth be told, I am so LONELY and empty.  I hate this.

    Thats all I can talk about today, Hopefully, I will hear from you again, if I don’t, I understand.

     

    October 7, 2018 at 12:07 pm in reply to: All my relationships have been toxic #229575
    Amma
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    Hi Anita,

    I have BPD, Borderline Personality Disorder, which has caused to make irrational and impulsive behavior.  I’ve walked out on all of more relationships with men and left my family to pick up the pieces.

    There are so many consequences that I bought on myself.  In all of my relationships, I expect men to leave me, so I leave them before they leave me.

    Anyway, it would take me forever to explain the difficulties I brought an myself.

    Therefore, I have attempted to take my life quite a few times, because I have such low self esteem.

    I don’t/scared to be abandoned or emotionally abused.  I can’t take a chance of going on a date etc. knowing that I will be rejected.

     

     

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