Such kind words , I will check out that link, thank you so much. It feels amazing to know I’m not alone.I thought the quote from Chogyam Trumpa was so meaningful and I thank you for sharing.
I’m really hard on myself , I need to treat me better, at least I realize now that no one can really make me happy but me. I also know that when children (me) don’t get the love they so desperately need they seek it out as an adult often in the wrong places.
I need to forgive my parents and move on. Its hard though, but not as hard as it use to be, So I suppose that means I am healing. Thank you again for the kind words.