Hi,
I can related to you and would like to tell you that you are not the only one feeling like that.. Just think of it as a passing phase which will pass by soon and start imagining the next happy satisifed phase of ur life… I know its easier said than done and sometime u need meds to get out of such a state and overwhelming and unconditional support from someone close who tells u it is ok to feel like this for a short while..
Believe that you are perfect as GOD makes everything perfect though our eyes may not view them as so.
Love
Mom22