Hey, I am in the same boat as you right now. The only differences are that I never really had any real friends and at least you had experience with friends. Also college life is not going the way I wanted I feel as though i am just cruising by and wasting my time, thought many times of dropping out. Only if you want to, I would like to know more of your story about highschool and you not participating in much activities. I have a similar story although I live with my parents and siblings i don’t feel as close to them because we are really not that close and choose to not talk about very personal stuff.