Okay my new partner has a good job, good family, smart, funny, good looking, supportive, has good friends, reasonable and understanding, supportive, keen on trying new adventures, easy to get along with.

Rough patches with ex girlfriend her getting depression and pushing me away cause she needed time alone, i thought she was cheating and i went through her phone to find her snapchatting a guy alot but was a highschool friend trying to help her deal with depression even though thats what i was for cause i was her bf, then she didnt want to go on holidays that we booked over a year but we still went and she made it really uncomfortable as she was always was angry at me and moody and kept saying she wanted to go home. After the holiday we had a 1 week break and sorted it out and got back together. But my parents hated her for what she did on the holiday and didnt like her anymore and didnt want her over the house anymore even though i said we have sorted it out and are happy. We stayed 4 months together after that but she couldnt deal with my parents hating her and not being accepted and not being allowed to come over which hurt me too and from that we spilt and went our own ways, but 2 months later she messaged me saying how she misses me and wants to make everything right and be back together

I still have feelings for her and feel like our chapter hasnt ended between us and that we were forced by my parents to finish it just to make them happy, even though they didnt consider our happiness