Hi Albana
I think we had the same situation. I am trying to how to get back my boy friends. I just broken up 2 months ago.
We had 3 year for relationship but 1/2 time is a long distance.
He is working in Japan, I am working in Shanghai, China. 2 months ago he suddently sent email to me and told me, he doen’t has feeling with me anymore. I am not the person he wants. But He is very like my personality. He taked with his best friend, I am a good girl. If he give up me, maybe he never can meet other girl looklike me. We are from a difference countries. I am from vietnam, he is from china, but now i am working and living in china. Because I am keep waiting he will back china someday. He is younger than me 3 years. Maybe because of age problem. I already bought a plane ticket and will go to his place on June of 21. Because his birthday on june of 21. I will take a plance come his place and trying how to get he back .
I don’t know what happen when I am going to for looking him in japan. I can’t speak japanese, My English is very poor. I can speak vietnamese and chinese only. even I don’t know where he lives in okinawa, Japan….:(…but I still want to go there for looking him and want to talk with him. all of my friends said I am a crazy girl, because it’s dangerous for me.
I don’t want to let him know I am going to for looking him until i come japan.
I am waiting for my plane going to see him in Japan.

I realy understand your feeling…I don’t know how to say because I has been read lunaforest’s comment. He already said everything.

Hope can talk with u…and i very glad if can make friend with u…

but by the way, U need to go hangout with friends everytime , pls don’t stay at home alone. If u can, I suggestion u should go to travel some where. welcome you go china…

Take care by yourself and good luck to you.

Annie