Dear James

Thank you for your comment. It is nice to know that we are not alone.
I want to listen to my inner voice at go travelling. I am able to in a physical and financial sense but not mentally. I know what is holding me back but I just cannot seem to break free (my lead analogy).
I have realized it falls down to me being worried about somethings.
1) Failure. Packing up my live here and leaving to travel only to find it not for me. Then what do i do?
2) Leaving my ok/good job. What if when i come back i am unable to find a job the same? My family are tell me not to throw away a good job. But as mentioned in my first post I understand all of that, but I’m just not happy, something missing.
3) When i am traveling what if i can’t find work and end up with no money, then what? Living on the street.
It’s all really abnormal for me to think like this, as I would not consider myself to be a fearful or worried person. I practice mediation and am mindful of the world around me. I am aware of the fear and that it is an unreal emotion that I have observed and can let it pass by without thoughts. But somehow I am still unable to make a change.
I understand that there is a lot in this post and it is really just a general post, it’s not aim at yourself James. All I really wanted to say to you James was thank you very much for your comment. Very much appreciate it.

Thank you anita for your help

and thank you sann for your help.

I out walking last night and found a mediation section in process, so i shall give it ago next week.

Thank you for your help

logan