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  • July 19, 2018 at 10:06 pm #217787
    Lizzie888
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    Dear Anita:

    He likes to say it everyday, everytime he said that I only replyed “me too”. I am too shy to say ‘I love you’ directly to him.

    Because we stayed in school dorm, most of the time we went to the school yard to take a walk, sometimes we would go outside with other friends. It feels like we dont have many memories together.

    July 19, 2018 at 6:24 am #217617
    Lizzie888
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    Dear Anita:

    I didn’t show him enough that I really love him, I didn’t directly say it to him too.

    Maybe it sounds childish, but honestly I really like having a “couple things”, but I didn’t buy any of them when I was with him, going to amusement park with boyfriend is also one of my wish, I did plan for it, but that time, I dont know what I had thought to cancel the plan. We don’t make many memories when we together, when I had the chance, and that what I regret the most.

    July 18, 2018 at 10:50 pm #217565
    Lizzie888
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    Dear Anita:I

    don’t really talk or show my feeling when I was a child, I was really quiet and shy. I tried to change when I was in Junior School, tried to express my feeling a little bit, but it still difficult, i’m afraid other people didn’t like it or it hurt them, so I tend to keep it all inside me.

    When I did express to others that I’m sad, disappointed, angry, after expressing I will feel that I shouldn’t do that, it just feel uncomfortable, and I will start apologizing for doing it.

    I did apologizing to him too after what happened, I really don’t know what should I do.

    July 18, 2018 at 6:58 am #217461
    Lizzie888
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    Dear Anita:

    I don’t remember exactly what I wrote, but at first after broke up, I posted something like I was so sad, I have to become strong. Then when I heard something from our friend, I posted about being selfish. But then, I feel that is it my mistakes that he can’t stay in love with me, so posted something about “because what I have done, I lost someone I love” I don’t remember the exact words, after I deleted it, I forget what I wrote, but the feeling which makes me uncomfortable is still there until now.

    July 18, 2018 at 6:21 am #217445
    Lizzie888
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    Dear Jason:

    Thank you for your kind words. I learnt the lesson the hard way, but I am still trying to let go the regret, especially on the things that I wanna do but couldn’t do, and the embarrassment due to what I have done in the past. I feel like I’m the worst.

    July 18, 2018 at 6:15 am #217441
    Lizzie888
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    Dear Anita:

    Thank you for your support. It’s been really hard for me to let go of the regret and embarrasement that I felt. I used to post quotes whenever I feel sad about it, without think much about the consequences, but then I deleted it after about an hour of so. That is why I asked my friend (we’re roommate for a year, and she knows everything about what happened between me and him, from before I start a relationship with him), I asked her for help to remind me if I post something again, but she never answer me, and continue to talk about something else, after that she never reply my message again, and I never heard anything from her again. Is it wrong for me to ask her for that? I didnt open any of my social media, I’m afraid that I will post something that will embarrased myself.

     

    Liz.

    July 16, 2018 at 4:38 pm #217113
    Lizzie888
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    Hi Anita,

    I know I shouldn’t believe her, but at that time I was so sad and feel betrayed, I don’t know why I keep believing what she has said to me.

    I didn’t directly asked him who chased, my question was did he really had a new gf. I shouldn’t have asked this…

    Liz

    July 16, 2018 at 10:16 am #217059
    Lizzie888
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    Hi Anita,

    Thanks for replying. Actually, this is my first time writing in this forum. I just found out about this website, read some of the threads and decided to share a story. I was hesitant at first as I don’t really wanna talk about it anymore, but I just want to get rid of those feeling.

    Liz.

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