Hey!

I wrote the same kind of post to my blog last night, so yours appeared like someone had suddenly translated my own thoughts into English. Like you, I feel I am blessed with my living circumstances, talents, interests and I appreciate it. Now, at 25, soon to have a MA degree, I feel free of obligations. However, with every decision I take now, I am confronted with the question “why?” and oftentimes sink into it and never take any action. Especially with creative ideas. I am wondering if it happens because I have never really had to cross my boundaries and extend my abilities to realize my goals. I feel the time to do it is now. So I debate with myself on which direction to go, at the same time not wanting to leave any of my interests to the background. This behaviour prevents me from having “the goal” and I am left with a feeling that I do not use my full potential at all. It just feels I am on a request of uniting seemingly very different fields of knowledge, but it is a tricky thing to do if one wants a nice, straightforward CV at the same time. However, I would not call myself unhappy or label the questions I face as problems. I just try to take it as a learning opportunity.

I would also like to encourage you to keep being as open-minded (or more) as you are now, although it might be a challenge. In times of need, others often value advice from people like you.