Sorry to hear of your troubles. However this sounds exactly like what I went through with the father of my and his only three children. First off let me say that two years is enough time to realize you want to be married. He hasn’t made that proclamation (dead end). Secondly, his anger issues need to be dealt with before he could even be in any type of relationship (he can’t give you what you “need” if he still has unresolved problems). I spent ten years trying to get my children’s father to love me and get it right. I gave him three babies and we still fought a lot. The thing that stands out the most here, is “I was always the one to make things right again.” It always only lasted for a little while, but it sustained me, and I kept loving him. Bottom line here is, the relationship will be,and in my case “always was,” about him and beneficial for him. Until it wasn’t anymore. My advice: Look out for number one (You) and keep it moving. If he can’t (or doesn’t want to) live without you, he (not you) will make the necessary steps to make it work. And not just asking for your forgiveness or asking you back. The necessary “steps” (working on him to be better for “YOU”) to make it work.