Dee, addiction is a horrible disease and meth a difficult drug to quit. You can do it, though, because you are worthy of a good and sober life. Happy 28th Birthday. You are young and have much to look forward to. I am 54 years old, in recovery for many years, but I’ve had relapses, too. I am currently going to school to become a substance abuse counselor. With your background in film and writing, your experience with addiction and struggle can be documented to reach others. I hope you can find support to stay clean. I am not a fan of 12 step groups, but if they are available, try NA. Take what you can use and leave the rest. There are also many good online groups, Women for Sobriety is one of them. Don’t give up. I am living proof that recovery is possible. Be good to yourself and develop a routine every day. Learn how to deal with your inner critic. You are a good person with a terrible disease! Please post and keep us updated on your progress.