I just fell upon reading your story tonight, and I felt the need to let you know I have been where you are. Same situation, and all I can say is having my child was the best decision I ever made. I thought like you, maybe I will abort. I just couldn’t, I knew (me personally) everyone’s different..that I couldn’t live with myself knowing I had an abortion. Some say this is selfish, bc of my guilt I shouldn’t bring a child into this world. And I do agree in a way, but I was 26 when I had my son, and graduated college. So I knew it was my path to have my child regardless of my life falling apart between my husband and I. From reading your post, you seem pretty wise and have a good head on your shoulders, and you would be a great mother. It’s not going to be easy. Whatever you decide I wish you the best. And try and stay positive for your baby.