Thank you for the responses ^^ I really appreciate it.

Ill have a look at the book you suggested me Matt!

I’ve been spending the last 2 months of my summer vacacion in my room. It’s like i’m waiting for something to kick me out of it. It’s weird to explain. All that anger and fear have seem to become part of my comfort zone.

And Peace, yeah I know what you mean.I am familiar with that little feeling where all of your worries seem to stop for a moment because of somthing or someone. I wish i could experience it again.

It’s funny because i seem to know what to do but god it’s so hard to actualy stand up and do it.