Have you tried making more friends , like that one you had in NY telling you to pursue your dreams? Your story is relatable and you don’t seem unnaturally crazy. However, after hearing your story, I want to say that THE city might not be the answer to your problems. It feels like it, but once you get there, will things really line up?
So have you thought about pursuing art? Or another interest? You said you could of changed your main subject to art or started something else.
Where have you thought about moving to now?
-Kory 🙂