After that we had a few conversations over chat but it seems to me now that he was using these conversations to evoke that event to get horny and ending our conversations quickly while I wanted to reach him as a person. But to find out few months after all that pick up artist world and rules and to recognise that in his behaviour was extremely painful to me. I wanted to understand what happened so I searched for informations, I read that pick up artists forum. And it is cruel world of using persons. Somehow I feel that he even didn’t want sex with me as physical (if not emotional) enjoyment in my body but that he wanted to use me just to get more experience for seducing other more beautiful, attractive, younger and free women. To have more interesting stories. Like I was his experiment. Like he was thinking: I will have sex with her, she is stupid women, but the more is the better, I will be better in seducing other women, through her I will learn more. That hurts. I understand that person can feel physical desire for another person and want sex despite everything. But I cant accept that somebody can approach to other person with intent to just exploit her.