Dearest Matt and Buddhist wife,

Thank you for your support and kind words. When I wrote the post, I was terrified that I was going to receive negative response.
I love all my children with everything that I am and I try to guide them with love, patience, understanding and a lot of humour 🙂
Your advice has refuelled me and reminded me that I have to lovingly step back and keep myself well also.
I do Reiki on myself regularly, but I am going to get myself to a reiki share quickly!!
I will also use your advice regarding the selenite and Metta meditation.
I know these problems are not going to pass any time soon. However I am going to set my intentions regarding the guilt as the guilt is my biggest nemesis.
I will be drawing the line in the sand! Staying true to my soul and the other family members that need me to be mentally and physically healthy.

Thank you again from the bottom of my heart! Your replies have been fundamental in clearing my mind of doubt and confusion.

Sending you Love and light,
Karen