Definitely not my friend! Your journey has just begun… I truly believe you will find someone who is compatible and you can grow with… it just takes time.

In the mean time… focus on yourself. I know it may sound cliche, but you do need to love yourself first in order to form a healthy relationship. Find a new hobby, hangout with friends, read a new book, go out and meet people, listen to music… listen to your thoughts and focus on why you are wanting a partner so badly… you may be lacking something within yourself that you need to further look into. Perhaps try to be full alone rather than trying to have another individual fill the ‘void’.

I believe in you and know that you are worthy of the best kind of love. I believe you are strong for repeating these similar relationships in order to further search for a companion.

Good luck and please keep me updated with your feelings! Remember to always release your emotions instead of suppressing.