and i guess people have different goals in life. i could honestly care less about a career. i can’t do anything i want. plus, what do you do when you get the feeling that something’s supposed to work out with something or someone. or maybe i’m just “nuts”.

thank you tina and i’ll really try my best to do better at talking to him and i really hope you achieve your goal! 🙂

anita, i read what you wrote and that also makes a lot of sense too. that feeling something intesely won’t really make it happen. i know that for sure. i guess it has to do with the “code” again. like i said in the thread i made. if something is meant to be, then it will be no matter what and now that you brought up the point with how feeling something strongly doesn’t make it true, it only makes all the more sense.

i really wish i was friends with him. i’ve been trying to meet him since i was like 15 haha! (i’m 19 now though) he’s 5 years older than me. one day it’ll happen though. either that or i’ll be able to get in contact with him. i still can’t even get through with fanmail somehow, but one day.

and with the guy that isn’t famous, unfortunately i don’t have anyone that can do that. he actually lives in another state not too far away from me, but i’m gonna have to work it all myself as of now. and i don’t even know how good of friends we are as of now, but i’m trying my best just to even make it to that point. i wouldn’t be afraid to tell him how i feel, but i’m afraid of his reaction. plus it’d be weird if i just poured my heart out to him after being offline for about a year. sometimes i think he probably just forgot who i am.

no problem! and i’m glad that he could teach you that, that’s something that everyone should learn so it’s good that you even learned it, and since i believe in destiny, i think that it’s important that you learned it through him.

with your parents and anyone else, they shouldn’t be turned away by your dream. it’s nothing malicious or silly and just because he’s a celebrity doesn’t mean that he’s on a royal level. he’s human just like anyone else. so it’s definitely possible for you to be with him and be happy with him just like you could with a “regular” person. and if you ever do tell your parents about this and they happen to close off to your dream or degrade it, you shouldn’t be discouraged at all. only you will know what’s truly right for you. they made your heart, but not what it carries. only you will know what’s truly right and wrong.

i have someone i’m very interested in (he’s not a celebrity), but i don’t know how to reach him necessarily. he always seems to be focused on people better than me or just prettier and have more to offer. and so if that doesn’t work out, (which for some reason, i feel that that won’t happen, that this will truly work, i just have to wait and find out until god reveals that answer to me), i’m willing to spend the rest of my life with a celebrity which i feel could be one of my soulmates. it’s almost silly because i’m neither one of these guys types per se, but i feel this really close connection with both of them. and although i have more in common with the celebrity, there’s this extreme connection or attraction i have with the guy that isn’t famous. yet it could just all be me living in my own world because i’m a homebody and the closest thing i have to real life is daydreaming. or going to school i guess which places me out of daydreaming. but even daydreams feel real.

i don’t get why people do that either. she could’ve just been straightforward all the times you guys came in contact. either she’s a weirdo that likes to create her own stresses and problems or she’s probably shy. or more…unwilling to get attached to anyone so she’s distancing herself. just remember this: if it’s meant to be, it’ll happen no matter what. and i know time is a big bug, but i guess you’ll just have to wait it out. nothing is really overnight. but if it’s meant to be, it’ll happen no matter what. no matter the law of attraction or whatever is “real”. it’ll just be because energy or destiny said so.