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January 9, 2015 at 5:38 pm #70964joshuaParticipant
Thanks for the replying back. It’s good to hear that you are well. One thing life has taught me is to always pay it forward. I’ve had a lot of people who have helped me in the past. So if I can help out someone who is hurting also I will do what I can to try to help that person. But you are not blind or anything. That light will turn on, right now you are doing all the leg work. You are screwing that light bulb in. Before you know it, the light will turn on by its self. Stay strong stay smart. Live for the moment, live love and fight. Find your passions and fucking love them, fight to find Em and fight to keep Em. Always look up and always look inside. Everything happens for a reason brother. What is happening to you right now is for a reason. Never forget that. But most importantly never forget who you are. You will have a bright future brother, rise above the ashes to become who you truly meant to be. And before I go. For me as a person the only thing that ever made since in my life is to lose myself and to fight. Never stop brother.
December 28, 2014 at 8:01 am #69888joshuaParticipantHey brother I completely understand the situation that you have been going through. I have and am going through the same exact situation, except I have a daughter I can’t see her and spend time with her because of situations I put myself in. And like you when I’m down on myself i end up punishing myself. I was so down I was in a super self destructive mode. I didn’t care. I escaped with drugs and super over indulged in anything that would give me pleasure. I’m 30 now and this spiral started at 26 27. I was in my own personal hell. Being through hell and back has gave me deep scars but now the only thing that comes from those scars is love. I have always believed we as humanity has always been here for the wrong reason. We are so caught up in ourselves as with possessions and careers and having the best of the best. We miss the things that makes us humans. Once we can get passed the woe is me part of it and try to live outside ourselves, we can get to see the purpose of why we are here. What I tend to feel is for each other. Love ourselves and loves those who can’t love themselves. I don’t want to preach or tell you anything. I just wanna say you are loved and I’m glad you are finding answers for yourself. What works for you. You are not alone in this fight of self exploration. I wish you the best of luck my friend and I hope you can feel whole again soon. Before I go though. I want you to never forget this. Everything you will ever need you already have, it’s all within you. You are the answer. Best of wishes
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