Maybe I’m wrong, but here I am out on a limb… hanging in reading between the lines.

But I can’t tell you what I read, too long, too long for my time..or yours

I would ask you to do this one thing and see how things change.

Go up to your “narcissistic, sociopath” student. and say this “I am so glad to know you, you may be a challenge, but fact is you’ve really helping me with so much”

That’s it that’s all..

WHY? because I read the words that are never written…

You’ve been BLOCKED, DELETED, ABANDONED, IGNORED

But by who, someone you “TRUSTED MORE THAN YOURSELF”

That was your ONLY mistake.

But hey, I wasn’t even reading much of all of that.
I was into “My company”, “My Studies”, “My family”, “My travel” WOW woman, right on !!!! you have the life I want !!!!

As for your STUFF… mmmm I’m thinking (opportunity to confront him)
I’ve left hundreds and hundreds of dollars of STUFF at ex’s homes.

One of my ex’s even dropped my stuff off. kudo’s to him, but nope, never got passed the door bell to talk to me.

Once gone, it’s ALL GONE, I will never go back for ANYTHING especially STUFF. My hardheaded dignity is the STUFF I’m made off, not the sewn stitches in time.

Now forget about the STUFF and make us all proud out here in Viture City I’m rooting for you, he’s got alot of oats to sew and bills to pay.. Meh.. let him..

Go somewhere alone and scream at the top of your lungs

” I DON’T BELIEVE IN YOU GOD, I DON’T BELIEVE IN YOU”

Now smile, rejoice, God, Buddha, Allah, whomever, smiles upon you.
WHY?

That is the mystery you will then discover.

I know this, I’ve been there.

Look up this “left my abusive husband” Read what thousands of others in abusive relationships have to say after putting in years and years of abuse.

Also read up on self worth and self esteem. Read up on “why women stay in abusive relationships” and realize you might be there already.
Which is very dangerous.

Love is not hate, love is not violence !!!!!!!!!!!!

If you are anyone says “i’d do anything for him” KNOW and KNOW NOW, it is not love, it is something else. That something else is rooted in your past.

Read “Co-Dependence No More” best read you’ll ever have.
Go to Co-Dependent groups. They’re everywhere.
You have to take back you life, but it’s a slow process.
But you can do it.
Do not demand or ask anything of her.
If you’re a workaholic, great for now, stick with work while you work this out.
If she causes any “legal” trouble let her go through the authorities.
Also be careful “legally” what “common law marriage” is in your town.
Here it’s 3 months. Then either of you can sue each other for 1/2 of everything.
And I mean EVERYTHING!

Ok, you both were in the process of ending your relationships. But where not completely finished? She walked in on you both and there was no argument?
Seems, this MR. Buddass. is a grand manipulator, player. etc..
You go on to mention that you’re over your head in passion. That is not a clear place of love, that is lust.
You also talk about his virtues as being a rich homeowner a passionate kisser and loves you. But does he love you when he says, “relax go with the flow, don’t think about it”
Well if that isn’t the definition of a player I don’t know what is.
Men have said this to me and what was my response. “Sorry, but thinking about my life, my future, my self worth and my direction, I never “Don’t think about it”
If you think good wine and sex set me up to sign on the dotted line of your harem, forget about it I will! I’ll go with the flow alright, as I flow out of the door and back into my life.”

Also you should write solid foundation characteristics you want in a man. Integrity, honesty, loyalty, etc.. get out a thesaurus if need be.

What would Buddha say “The traps you get caught in, often mean we have to leave a leg behind.
What leg do you want to loose because you don’t see the trap?

Awesome thoughts…
Yes, my father RIP, could have been Vincent Van Gogh’s twin.
strange days, stranger minds.

Contracting the Law of Love

I give I give I give
NOW ‘give me some candy!”

This is a tort. this is “twisted”

The law states:
I make an offer, it is accepted.
If not accepted
There is no contract.

The Law of Attraction states

I do nothing but hope and things come to me
WRONG

The law states:
I do ME, the BEST ME, the bestest, bestest me and good things come to me.

There is the work……
There is the rub…..