No she said she still loves me, but doesn’t want a future with 2 young kids in it. Simple as that.

But up until a few days before things had been great.

I’m just at a total loss.

Hi Inky,

Thanks for the response.

I didn’t know she didn’t particularly like kids when we got together (yet obviously she knew I had 2), and by the time I knew i’d already fallen head over heels for her. That aside, the last few months she’d been great with them which is what I can’t understand.

We’d never been closer than we have recently.

I’m trying hard to not chase her or text her but it’s not easy. I miss her so much. I genuinely don’t think she’s coming back. She’s one of these people that makes her mind up then locks everything away in a box, never to be seen again.

It just makes me so sad because we were so happy. Even up until the day before she left me.

I just feel utterly destroyed by it all.