Hi Anita, Hahaha,nooo! it’s not that I don’t want to think about the relationship anymore. actually I need a break from it! That’s all I do is think about it! I analyze over and over and over in my head, what happen! Did I say something wrong, did I do something wrong, WHAT WENT WRONG! For two people to get alone so well from the day we met. up until I went to her house 2 1/2 hours away! 4 months later. AND, LOL. There really isn’t anything to learn from it? That I can see? we met, hit off really nice, gave it a try and, I don’t know what happen? It is no different from any other relationship? you met, take a chance on find love, it will either work or it won’t? I was musch wiser in the beginning with this one! Because I was protecting my heart! Knowing she was 2 1/2 hours away, long distance relationships very rarely work! Be honest, when you pointed out to me that it sounded like she wasn’t over husband! I THINK? That, is what prevents me from calling, texting, emailing her? It sure helps! BUT, STILL MISS HER! LOL!

Hi Anita, I took it slow! we both talked about taking it slow! Getting to know one another! we both discussed what we been through in the past. we dated for 4 months before we even got intimate! I even said to her! we we’re having so much fun and enjoying each others company and seemed to get better and better each time we would get together. I said to her, I really don’t even care if we got sex involved! she really didn’t seem to respond to it too much? But, I meant it! anyways, it’s all over now and it’s just dealing and feeling right now, “AGAIN”

Hi Anita my sister says that to me all time. mainly when one of my relationships come to an end! I hate it! Lol!

yeah, I DON’T understand it! this isn’t my first time I’ve had my heart handed back to me in pieces! I know the pain that comes with it! what REALLY stinks is, I had my guard up! and I was watching out for my heart! But, you have to take the chance I guess? you never know? where it might lead? But, I wasn’t Expecting the slap in the face got! when I was with her we were out, and she said to me the she should have worked it out with her Ex Husband that she will never find a another soul mate like that again! AND, she seemed to talk a lot about her last boyfriend! to me! I don’t know? I just think that shouldn’t be done! we just started dating! But, I guess it kind of good it happen early in the relationship before I got even more attached to her! sorry for rambling on! just venting, need to get it out me!

Thank You anita!