You’re not alone. That’s why there’s a discreet place that caters to this sexual activity. Each one of us have different desires and some can do from extreme to normal. As long as you are not causing harm to other people especially your loved ones, I don’t see anything differently wrong with you.

Some friends leave if they FEEL that they’re in a toxic relationship. If you really want her back, then by all means you will find a way to get her back to your life. You will instill that kind of friendship that once made you two best of friends.

Age of 23 is way too young to say that you’ll be single forever simply because you can’t find the one for you or simply because you don’t have a partner or dating anyone at the moment. Some people are destined to be single and yet happy. Many are destined to have a partner/espouse and children – a happy family of their own. I don’t know you and everything all depends on what your character is, your likes, your personality, your past and present. What is your motivation? What is your dream? Your goal in life? If you don’t know yet, then, free to explore life. Meet new friends. Travel. Take courage to broaden your horizon. Take a plunge to volunteer. Maybe along the way, you’ll find the one for you, who knows? Having said that, my simple advice is…don’t stress too much about it.