Hi Geraldine,

Like you i’m new to this, but i have suffered a similar problem. At that age our bodies are changing with the onset of puberty. Emotions run high, new hormones are being realised in to the body and strange feeling can emerge that we have never felt before. As a child these are difficult to control and understand so we may do things that are unusual behaviour. When we develop in to adults it’s easy to look back through ” Adult” eyes and can’t comprehend with an “Adult” mind what we were doing. This leads to feelings of guilt, shame etc. one thing a can Guarantee you is this is very common and you’re not alone. I would recommend you talk this through with a therapists to break down the guilt. Best of luck…chin up